IT WAS YOU AND IT WAS ME


IT ISN'T EASY LOVING YOU AND NOT BEING ABLE TO SEE YOU EVERY DAY.
THERE ARE TIMES WHEN I'D GIVE ANYTHING JUST TO BE ABLE TO GAZE
INTO YOUR EYES
OR HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS,
EVEN FOR A FEW MINUTES.
I TRIED TO PUT YOU UP ON A SHELF
TO TRY AND LET YOU REST IN PEACE.
BUT FOUND I COULDN'T DO IT
BECAUSE YOU ONLY DIED
AND  YOU'RE STILL ALWAYS A PART OF ME.

I WISH THE DAYS NOT TO BE SO HARD
AND THE NIGHTS NOT TO BE EVEN MUCH HARDER.
HOW I MISS THOSE MANY WALKS TOGETHER YOUR SMILE, LAUGH
AND SHARED SECRETS
THAT WE KEPT WITHIN.
HAD IT NOT BEEN FOR GOING TO HEAVEN
WE WOULD BE DOING THAT AGAIN AND AGAIN.
BUT IT'S AN EMPTY FEELING WHEN I GO TODAY
TO WALK THE BEACH AND STARE OUT AT THE WAVES.
LONELINESS CONTINUES TO FILL MY HEART
AND THE TEARS STILL EASILY COME,
WANTING YOU STILL TO BE A PART
RATHER THAN IT BEING ME AGAIN AS ONE.
I PRAY FOR YOU THAT GOD COMFORTS YOU FOR ME
FOR I AM NOT YET THERE.
TO HOLD YOU LIKE I WOULD HAD
AND SHARE THE LOVE WE SHARED

YOU'RE STILL MY PRECIOUS DAUGHTER, MY BABY AND MY BEST FRIEND
TO ME OUR RELATIONSHIP IS SPECIAL IT WAS YOU AND IT WAS ME.
I WANT TO HOLD YOU, TO SEE THAT GLOW IN YOUR EYES THAT ONLY YOUR MOTHER
KNOWS.
I KNOW FOR WHEN THAT HAPPENS
THERE WOULD BE NO MORE SAD TEARS FROM ME BUT MY HEART ONCE AGAIN MADE
WHOLE.
FOR MY LIFE HAS FOREVER CHANGED AND IT WILL BE AS IT WAS
WHEN THAT DAY COMES.
EVERY DAY WITHOUT YOU
JUST REMINDS ME OF HOW MUCH JOY YOU BROUGHT INTO MY LIFE,
JOY THAT I AM MISSING. A LOT.
SO ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT I LOVE YOU,
THAT I AM THINKING OF YOU, AND
THAT I AM COUNTING EVERY MINUTE
UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN.